I hate you for what you did to me.
You
With your smile
Hiding a sneer
Your kindness
Cloaking your own agenda.
And I was stupid enough to believe you.
I let you mold me
Make me
Into someone I’m not.
I should have seen the signs
Stayed true to myself
And trusted my gut.
I should have cut you out
Excised you
Like the cancer you were.
Poisonous
And deadly.
Instead
I let you use me
Your tears pulled at my heartstrings
Playing with me
Like some kind of game
So I would cater to your every whim.
You planted seeds of doubt in my mind
Your thoughts left my lips
Making me believe that they were my own
Your tongue twisted my words
To bite me back
Wringing out apologies you did not deserve.
You guided me to burn my bridges
So it would just be
“Us”.
But now
There is no us.
You’re gone
And I am left alone
In the ruins you left behind
As something I never wanted to be.
I wish I never met you.
First comes bliss
Then came anguish.
And now-
Now I hate you
But more than that
I hate myself
For letting you in
And letting you change me.
~Quill
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