Broken and Wrong

I wonder if it’s wrong to feel this way

Is it wrong to miss the chains around my heart

The pressure of ropes binding my chest

A straightjacket over my soul 

It feels wrong

And yet I’m so uncomfortable with this feeling of ease

This peacefulness

A foreign concept from lifetimes long since passed

And now

Happiness is so draining

False front or not

Joy

Even when achieved

Holds a sense of wrongness

And I wonder

Am I broken?

Am I losing my mind in a void

Where most simply pass over without without a glance nor thought

Am I so strange in this whirlpool mind of mine?

Pulling me in

Even as I cling to logic and sense

I hope I am not broken

But to convince myself is the real challenge

~ Quill x

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