I sometimes wish I wasn’t so

aware

I wish for ignorance and bliss

I wish for the peace that not knowing brings

I wish to hold it close

To wrap it around myself like armor

To blind myself from Reality

The reality that I’m alone

I’m alone and I always will be

No matter how many people come into my life

They’ll all be gone before I know it

And then it’ll just be me again

Alone

~ Quill x