just being

being alive is hard

each day

every breath

every beat

every blink

pushing down the thoughts

of what if i just didn’t open my eyes again

what if i stopped

i think that’s what people don’t understand

the act of living is

too much

the days and weeks

the moments that feel


still my body betrays me

with every second it perseveres

saving me when i don’t even want to save myself

The past few weeks have been rough for me and I have a lot to unpack, but I’ll save that for a different post.

Until next time x

2 thoughts on “just being

  1. Your body is not betraying you
    by making you staying alive
    including the people who care
    everybody wants the best in life
    We need to change perceptions
    to learn to draw a boundary line
    from that side, there is depression
    from this side, we’re healed & fine.


Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out /  Change )

Google photo

You are commenting using your Google account. Log Out /  Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out /  Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out /  Change )

Connecting to %s